It's a brand new day!

What A Week!

I have to admit, this has been a crazy week!

The next couple of weeks coming up are going to be even craizer!

I am so glad I stayed home yesterday, I got a lot done around the house that I probably wouldn't have gotten done this weekend with finals creeping up. I just finished folding the last of my laundry and when I'm done typing this post- I'm actually going to put it away- go me!

Granted I've only been single for 24 hours, but it feels good. It's nice to know I don't have anything to worry about. You know what I mean? I don't have to care what he does. Sure I do, but I don't have to as his girlfriend anymore! I feel like this giant weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I was leaving work today and found myself not worrying about what I was going to do tonight, because my plans are wide open! Woo Hoo! I don't have to plan my days, weekends, or evenings around someone who doesn't really seem to care if he sees me or not. It's great!

I can't lie and say it's been all that good. I miss him already, tons. I was brushing my teeth this morning and saw his tooth brush, I was in the shower a little while ago and I saw his loofah, then I opened the closet in the hallway to grab a towel and his sweatshirt was hanging there, I turn around to walk into the bedroom and there are our prom pictures from every single year we went hanging on the wall. After I got dressed, I started folding laundy and I came across some of his clothes, I went to the fridge to get a drink and there was a picture of him hanging up. It's hard. I really want to take the pictures down, throw out the toothbrush and loofah and give him back his clothes, but I'm not ready. I know that sounds dumb- but I don't want to remove every memory of him just yet. The sweatshirt, I don't know if I can part with that- its so comfy! Ha ha. I'm dumb, I know. I don't want to throw out pictures, I just need to put them away. And the loofa and toothbrush? I'm just to lazy to throw them out because they will fill up the trash can in the bathroom and then I will have to empty that!

I have a lot coming up in the next couple of weeks. My grandparents are coming down for a couple of weeks, there's the Gretchen Wilson/Trace Adkins concert, the premiere of the movie Cars at Lowe's Motor Speedway, The Nextel Allstar Race, Bikeweek at Myrtle Beach, Finals, Summer Classes start.....where am I going to find the time!?!?

Well, I'm off to watch American Idol and put away my laundry! I can't wait to post my favorites tomorrow!

Ash

posted by Ashley at 8:17 PM