It's a brand new day!

Good Night- FINALLY!

Ok, well earlier tonight I was scared about meeting Michael. Read the post.

Turns out I had nothing to be scared of.

He met me right on time. He was driving a friends truck because he has to inspect it tomorrow at work. One thing that bothered me was that he didn't get out of the truck the entire time we we're there. He did hug me and kiss me- but all without getting out of the truck. It was obvious that he was tired, and I have to hand it to him - he does work long hours.

We had good conversation. We talked about a lot of stuff. I told him in a nice way how I hate it when he doesn't do what he says he's going to do. He was in a really good mood and everything went very well. He said he wants to start spending more time together. We'll see.

He also said he was going to call this weekend and let me know if he's going to come spend the night with me on Tuesday evening. I hope he does. I pretty much told him that I hate being alone and without him next to me and that I can't do much more of it. I also told him if he wanted out he just needed to say it. He made jokes with me about it - then he looked at me and said that the past 5 1/2 years have been no mistake. It made me feel good. We finally left around 11 pm.

There was a cop with his blue lights on the way he was turning so I waited a few minutes and called him to be sure he got home ok. (The truck he was driving won't pass inspection- so I was afraid he might have gotten a ticket.) Anyway, he said there was just a car pulled over and he was fine. While I had him on the phone I told him that he didn't have to come up on Tuesday, but I would really like it if he did. He got chipper all of a sudden and said "Well, I'm sure I'll be there. I will definately let you know this weekend." His week coming up always depends on his work schedule for this weekend. I don't want him to come up if he is beat and has worked a 13 - 14 hour day- we just fight. I know that one day if we stay in this I will have to get used to that, but for now and for the purpose of this relationship- I like our space.

I've him and deep down I now that we still have that bond we used to have. Now, we just have to see if we have that 'everlasting love' that will pull us through the toughest of times.

We'll see.

I'm off to bed now. I have a very busy weekend coming up. My brothers girlfriend and 2 of our other friends are coming down from PA tomorrow. They should actually be on there way right now and here sometime in the morning. It should be a fun and exciting weekend. Sure hope I get a phone call from that man I love!

Night-
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posted by Ashley at 11:36 PM