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Weekend Plans!

I promised I would update y'all on my weekend plans as I always do, but since the weekend is darn there over- I have to tell you what I did!

Friday night after work I went to my parents house. We went to this really nice steakhouse to eat dinner with my Aunt and Uncle. It was nice to get to spend time with my family, we don't get a chance to do that very often. On my way home, I stopped at Pam and Corey's for about an hour - and finally came home around Midnight and hopped in bed. (Of course, it was after I typed that forever long post!)

Tonight I threw a suprise party for Beth at my house. She had a birthday on Thursday and I wanted to do something nice for her. Kinda bummed me out though. She didn't know about it and was very suprised, but she acted sooo ungrateful. She didn't even say thank you. My mom helped me fix spaghetti for 10 people and we all ate, then we had cake and ice cream. It was very nice and simple. I ordered her a marble cake from Wal-Mart and it was really good. After they ate, she rode home with her boyfriend because he came straight from work and needed to change clothes. They we're gone for an hour and a 1/2. When they got back she proclaimed that they 'did it'. First, it pissed me off that she left her own party, and second- we all didn't need to know that! UGH!

Anyway- tonight didn't turn out all bad. Sean (Michael's brother) came over. I wanted to ask him in the worst way about Michael, but I wanted to keep it strictly on the party and not get to thinking about that. He did say that Michaels girlfriend from waaaaaayyy back called Michael a couple days ago. Sounds strange to me, she is supposed to get married in May. I don't know, and it's not my business. When I first heard him say it, I have to admit- it bothered me, but then I was like- whatever!

I think I am going to go with Beth's advice on yesterday's post and call him tomorrow evening. I am just going to ask him if he can meet me to talk. I think it would be better if we could meet face to face and just talk. I don't want him to think I am just doing the "right thing" by calling him, I want him to see that I really do care. We'll see. I might chicken out.

Sean mentioned tonight that he is going to go to church with his Mom tomorrow, and ironically enough, Beth and I were planning on going. So, I thought we could stop by there after church and maybe "run into" Michael. Not that I would be able to talk to him in that setting, but atleast I would get to see how hes doing.

I think I can honestly say that I am out of it emotionally to a point. I can't say that I don't care because I obviously do- and it takes a long time to get over a realtionship that is this long, but I talked to my mom about it and she said something that really made me feel better, she said "Well Ashley, just be glad you see this side of him now. At least you didn't marry him and then see it." She's right, at least I didn't get in to deep. I really thougt I knew everything about him after almost 6 years, but I guess I was wrong.

I promise my posts will get better and not so sad and boring!

Don't forget clocks 'Spring Forward' tonight- 1 hour! Woo hoo!

-A

posted by Ashley at 11:12 PM