It's a brand new day!

Yeah, I'm Stupid....

I will admit it. I'm stupid- you will think the same thing when you get done reading this post.

So, I hadn't talked to Michael since last Friday. We had decided I would be at his house after Weight Watchers last night, which would probably be around 6:15.

I got there right at 6:15 and he was napping. I woke him up and told him to get ready. He hopped in the shower. We decided not to drive the 1/2 hour to meet Rebeka and Aaron but rather go eat near my house and rent a movie. He was tired from a long day at work, and I wasn't really up to the drive either. We we're on the road by 7.

We decided to eat at this nice steakhouse. He was real quiet all the way to the restaurant and most of the way through dinner. We had great conversation and never approached the subject of "us". I was actually impressed because he usually will do something or say something and the subject will come up.

Anyway, we left the restaurant and headed to rent the movie. We rented "She's the Man"- which is a great movie. As soon as we got to the house he headed straight for the bedroom. He said he didn't like the couch and would prefer it if we could watch it in there. I was hesitant at first, but finally decided to. We laid in the bed- him under the covers and me on top and watched the movie. At some parts during the movie, he would bop me on the head with the pillow, or run his foot up my leg- but I just ignored him. I wasn't mean or anything- I just acted like I didn't notice. Well- this seemed to egg him on more. The last time he went to hit me with the pillow, the movie was just finishing up and I reached back like I was going to pinch his arm and he grabbed my boob. I gave him "the look" and he kissed me. Yuppp, I'm stupid. That is when I should have stopped it right there, but I didn't.

An hour later we we're on our way back to his house. He actually dropped me off at my parents house so I could ride to work with my Mom and he drove my car home so he could take it to have it serviced today. (Its due)

Now, before I have a pit party for myself- I made him talk before anything happened. I reminded him that he is the one that said he thought friends was better, I also reminded him that I would not be a 'booty call'. Who knows if it will work, but I can honestly say that I don't care if he calls me for 2 months. We've been split for almost 4 months and the boy hasn't gone out with another girl, or so much as kissed another girl. Now, I've gone out with other guys- but I haven't gone any further then the dinner date. We're still on neutral ground. I definitely don't want to jump back into this by any means, but right now I am content. I never would have thought in a million years that last night would end the way it did- but I'm not complaining. I have to admit- I'm a bit disappointed in myself.

No big plans for this weekend. This is the first weekend in a month that I don't have plans that are going to pull me away from the house in the early hours of the morning. I am actually going to get to sleep in tomorrow morning, and I plan on taking full advantage of it!

Saturday afternoon we're (Me, Scott, Karrie, and possibly Sean) are grilling out with Beka and Aaron. And Sunday is going to be a lazy day!

Have a great Friday!
Ash

posted by Ashley at 10:00 AM