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Sunday, May 21, 2006

Good Night

Tonight was cool. We all had a good time. We ate, played Boxers or Briefs and watched a comedy thing on TV. It rained so we couldn't go to the movie in the park, and nobody really wanted to play tiddlywinks. The good news is 'The Flirt' didn't even act like her normal self. It was a good time. I left at 10 to be sure I beat the race traffic out of there, only to find out that the AllStar race didn't start until almost 10:15 because of rain. Oh well, I still got home in good time.

For some reason, I'm having a hard time that today (Sunday) is Michael's birthday and I'm not going to be spending it with him. I don't know why it's bothering me so much. Even when we were together we didn't really celebrate his birthday to much. One of his friends has his away message up, and it says they are at a bar over by the college partying it up. I don't think I am going to call him and wish him Happy Birthday- I don't feel like I have to. I think if I do call him to tell him Happy Birthday, he will just think I care. Sure, I care- but I don't want it to be too obvious! I'm trying to quit caring and calling him and wishing him Happy Birthday isn't going to make it any easier.

My friend is here with her baby girl tonight. She is having some problems and it has been a tiring night. I had her meet me here when I got home and we've just been sitting around talking.

I'm headed to bed.
~A

2 comment(s):

It's always nice to just have someone around to talk to. You're a good friend.

By Blogger Me , at 11:10 PM  

I'm glad you can be there for your friend....

and that you had a nice time this weekend - it's okay that you miss Michael - and it's hard to just stop caring... you are right - calling him isn't going to help.

By Blogger Fantastagirl, at 12:42 AM  

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