It's a brand new day!

Wednesday, the week is almost over!

Hey Y'all-

This week is flying by! I love it!

Thanks to my blogging friends, people really do read my blog. I really enjoy the 'real life' blogs. Its nice to be able to 'vent' on your blog, it really is like a form of therapy for me!

I was so tired yesterday when I left work, I ordered Chinese take out and watched American Idol at my house with Beth and Steve. I only really wanted to see Kellie, and I was in bed by 9:30. It was great! I still don't feel rested today though. I figured I would be, but no such luck.

I noticed that I have avoided the Michael topic all together recently. I don't know why, I just haven't felt like talking about him- but now for some reason I feel like I should update you. I talked to him last week one day at his house, I think I blogged about that. Anyway, he told me he thought he would make time to come up this week and spend some time with me. I didn't press the topic at all. I just let it go. Well, I talked to him again Monday night and he said he would let me know today if he was coming up or not, it depended on how busy work was this week and if he was going to have to work late. I was fine with that, and in the back of my mind I don't want him to come up. In my heart I know he would be doing me a favor by walking away. Anyway, he hasn't called me all day. It disappoints me- and it really irritates me because I care. WHY? UGH! I know that he could still call tonight- but why do I care if he comes up or not? Why do I care?....Why can't I just let go?!?!?!?! Its so frustrating!!

Anyway, I'm not doing much of anything tonight. I am going to go to Pam and Coreys and watch American Idol and play with their new puppy 'Bailey'. Scott is going to bring Bo up for a "Play Date" with Bailey tonight so it should be fun playing with the puppies! I doubt I will stay up late tonight, I think I am stressing out about going to court on Friday for my speeding ticket.


UGH. Another crappy day on this side of the fence, hope your day was better. =)

~Ashley

posted by Ashley at 2:32 PM